The feeling of being in Beijing seems just like yesterday.
As I returned from the Mainland, I was plunged into a deep pile of workload.
And it has never stopped since.
God bless me. I'm just human.
Monday, November 5, 2012
come back
this is a dead post.
you and me know that.
but I come back whenever I feel like it.
to conduct some literacy if you know what I mean.
you and me know that.
but I come back whenever I feel like it.
to conduct some literacy if you know what I mean.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
6th sem
new semester, new goals. a certain tagline which has been going on among us:"I'm gonna be serious this sem!" ..but usually by the end of the sem it'll be something like a YaoMing "fck this shit" meme.
yeah, so a new semester arrives for me. it'll be my 6th semester now, and bearing in mind, 4 more semesters to go. gosh, studying here seems forever. 5 years! and i have some friends already in their final semester. hey, even some of my juniors from my hometown will graduate earlier than me. that'd be kinda awkward, they'd think i failed my semester like 2,3 times.
skip those ojipala, i'm in En Halim's workbase this semester. Again i have team members from last sem's workbase here too, azai, Jeremy, and Poon. great to be around them. (note i've been in the same workbase with Poon for 3 continuous semesters now lol)
En Halim, i look forward towards a great semester under his workbase, as i knew he's a good tutor. and we're doing Housing this term, a high-end 5 storey exclusive housing complex, to be precise.
lookin forward to all the shit. :)
yeah, so a new semester arrives for me. it'll be my 6th semester now, and bearing in mind, 4 more semesters to go. gosh, studying here seems forever. 5 years! and i have some friends already in their final semester. hey, even some of my juniors from my hometown will graduate earlier than me. that'd be kinda awkward, they'd think i failed my semester like 2,3 times.
skip those ojipala, i'm in En Halim's workbase this semester. Again i have team members from last sem's workbase here too, azai, Jeremy, and Poon. great to be around them. (note i've been in the same workbase with Poon for 3 continuous semesters now lol)
En Halim, i look forward towards a great semester under his workbase, as i knew he's a good tutor. and we're doing Housing this term, a high-end 5 storey exclusive housing complex, to be precise.
lookin forward to all the shit. :)
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Sunday, January 1, 2012
2012
the first day of 2012. bring to my mind a playback of what had happened during the whole year of 2011.
2011...has been a year of ups and downs for me. earlier in the year, the struggles in The Raz's workbase, working drawing shits, the handling of the Legend PreGrad Night, lotsa video makings, Terang workshop, performances during terang, then the makassar trip, Melbourne-Sydney trip, the 4-month damn long break, the new semester with pn Malsiah, difficulties under the workbase, stresses of measured drawings, struggles with my own self, my discipline, my goals and objectives.
see, it has been kinda up and down.
so many good things happen, so many difficult things happened too.
but either way, the one thing which has been the highlight of the year 2011, is my love life.
Thank you to beloved Sin Chern, for all your time and love.
love u lots.
2011...has been a year of ups and downs for me. earlier in the year, the struggles in The Raz's workbase, working drawing shits, the handling of the Legend PreGrad Night, lotsa video makings, Terang workshop, performances during terang, then the makassar trip, Melbourne-Sydney trip, the 4-month damn long break, the new semester with pn Malsiah, difficulties under the workbase, stresses of measured drawings, struggles with my own self, my discipline, my goals and objectives.
see, it has been kinda up and down.
so many good things happen, so many difficult things happened too.
but either way, the one thing which has been the highlight of the year 2011, is my love life.
Thank you to beloved Sin Chern, for all your time and love.
love u lots.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
sometimes...
sometimes...
I just wanna let go of all the works I'm doing right now...
all the projects, the models, assignments...
everything.
go to somewhere nice with a big comfortable bed and a great scenery outside...
and just lie down there with my princess by my side...
and do nothing at all.
I just wanna let go of all the works I'm doing right now...
all the projects, the models, assignments...
everything.
go to somewhere nice with a big comfortable bed and a great scenery outside...
and just lie down there with my princess by my side...
and do nothing at all.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
heart talk to ownself
..sometimes I am so confused, I do not know who is right and who is wrong.
What should be done, what should not be done.
Some has so much ego, some has so much humility.
Is it a case of my wrongdoings, faults, errors? Or is it a case of the people around me whose behaviour and character made me believe it was my fault?
Some people change very quickly. Judging spontaneously in one hasty moment.
Some rely on trust and understanding. Judging over a certain period of time.
Am I of such person who is utmost terrible at working in groups?
Or is it the people around me who are always judging me that way?
These recent happenings made me doubt my own capability and ability.
I may be more of the observer type. I do not rush in for the kill nor pushing the front line for the headlines.
I am more of a game reader. To observe and make decisions based on critical analysis.
Slow, yes. I am slow. But I prefer placement over speed.
Passive, yes, I am passive. I prefer reacting over lunging.
Is it my way of thinking and doing things been the reason all this shit is happening to me right now?
I am not the initiative type. Perhaps this has been the loose screw?
I am losing a lot of trust and believe of the people around me.
The balance is needed. This cannot continue like it is now.
It is a sad case. Disappointing.
What should be done, what should not be done.
Some has so much ego, some has so much humility.
Is it a case of my wrongdoings, faults, errors? Or is it a case of the people around me whose behaviour and character made me believe it was my fault?
Some people change very quickly. Judging spontaneously in one hasty moment.
Some rely on trust and understanding. Judging over a certain period of time.
Am I of such person who is utmost terrible at working in groups?
Or is it the people around me who are always judging me that way?
These recent happenings made me doubt my own capability and ability.
I may be more of the observer type. I do not rush in for the kill nor pushing the front line for the headlines.
I am more of a game reader. To observe and make decisions based on critical analysis.
Slow, yes. I am slow. But I prefer placement over speed.
Passive, yes, I am passive. I prefer reacting over lunging.
Is it my way of thinking and doing things been the reason all this shit is happening to me right now?
I am not the initiative type. Perhaps this has been the loose screw?
I am losing a lot of trust and believe of the people around me.
The balance is needed. This cannot continue like it is now.
It is a sad case. Disappointing.
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